So it's time for the morning keynote speakers. I only wished to see Dr. Mae Jemison, but to my surprise the entire panel, each touched me. I don't know what I should be doing with my life. My goal is now clear. I was at a crossroads trying to figure, who am I. I found that I'm currently in the right place right here and now. Maybe telling my lifestory to help someone else, or find ways to change my pessimistic way of viewing my life. Were there any other women who have this issue? Not in this beautiful sea of women. You can see how strong they were just by looking at their faces. A sea of feminine strength.
My first breakout session I sat listening to Sarah Welsh of Buttoned Up. Hoping should glean a way for me to rid myself of clutter. Instead she prepared me to organize for eminent disaster. Priceless. I had no clue to organize for what's truly important. My clutter is superficial. I had been viewing it in a different context as something to rid myself of. I doubt myself all too often out of fear of failure so why start. As my therapist has told me that I am committed as I attend all of my therapy as scheduled whether I have to walk to the bus or catch medical transit.
So instead of being anti-social, or socializing with only the women I was scheduled to meet with I ventured out of my comfort zone to talk to other women. Though I was required to spend some time with the group I came with the previous day, I wished to network a bit more. So I met up with Team WCSI and headed home with my mind blown away at the positive energy and continuing to become unstuck as to who I am and who will I be once I finally grow up.

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